

Well, there’s that, and also
- Having to work really long hours to try to make ends meet
- Being underpaid
- No or minimal time off work (vacation and sick time both, and sometimes even medical leave doesn’t protect you all that much)
- Poor worker’s rights in general
- Crushing cost of housing
- Crushing cost of education
- Food and everything else you need to live is getting more expensive all the time, and the quality often goes down
- Poor quality of medical care (on top of the exorbitant cost)
- Not being able to spend much time with friends and family because they’re all drowning in work or otherwise struggling
- Thinking about the number of friends and family who have killed themselves, come close, or are likely to try



I got some pretty nice headphones a while back. Not the really high end ones or anything, but good enough that I can get lost in the shapes, textures, and sometimes colors of the different instruments. Like someone else said, it’s a bit like being high.
Cheap studio monitors are fun too because they really separate out the sounds. It can make me a little tired, listening to all that detail, but it’s so fun.