I came here wondering the same thing. Didn’t realize that was a verb now. What a world!

I am today years old when I found out these were separate assholes. Not just a singular asshole!

Infuriated? Disgusted to the point of destruction? I mirror your sentiment, I can’t help but be so incredibly angry all the time, it’s really hard to focus or direct that energy anymore. Also love a cthulhu mythos reference, nice name.